A few days ago I wrote a post about not becoming a defense force widow. I had to tempt fate. Right now I am in situation where I've found about a potentially dangerous situation from a news website in an area where my partner is.
He's my life, my everything, and I have no idea if he is okay or not. I have people from his area of the defense force who work with him on my tabs, haven't heard from any of the,. Which is unusual.
If I were to lose him, I would lose all of myself with him. He is the very best part of me. The strenght that keeps me going.
I can't stop shaking.
I have no way to know if he is okay or not.
I'll just have to wait. Unfortunately, it is not the type of situation where it can be avoided. The danger that is. All I can hope is that his training sees him through and that he comes home to me. I have never been so terrified in my life. I would give my own life just to know he was safe right now.
Have you contacted his mum??
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