Matt always falls asleep before me, probably because he works and I just laze around cleaning and trying to get pregnant. But when he falls asleep, I watch him sometimes (no its not creepy!!!), I watch the way his chest rises and falls, as my long ginger hair and head rests upon it. His heart seems to beat far too fast for someone who is asleep. It amazes me how he seems to be aware that I am here, half asleep myself, on his chest snuggled next to him. He is truly the most amazing man to me, the curve of his cheek, the touch of skin against me, the way he moves. These are the thing I want to memorize so that when his work pulls us apart again, I can close my eyes and go back to this moment where I am just lying here watching him sleep.
Not creepy, I just miss him when he's gone
MrsHolly
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